Yesterday marked a new day in history for me. I finally realized the extent of the effect I’d become. It took me years. It shouldn’t take you that long as it seems the younger one is, the easier it is. Sometimes, that is.
I am able to say that I love myself, imperfections and all. And that means my scoliosis and Herrington rod implant. For some people they might question how or why bother? What difference does it make?
To be able to love myself and to be able to fully be in the present says a lot. It is being the driver of my life once again…I’m in the driver’s seat. Lots of healing has taken place…I needed to allow for that space to be consumed with love and life for me to get to that point.
I feel lighter and happier than I have in such a long while. It began with making a decision to be happy about the pain I experience on a daily basis. Shift of viewpoint. I could complain, grumble or get angry, but no.
Realizing this, I immediately wanted to call my doctor up and thank him. I did although it was 1 in the morning for him and he was in The Czech Republic on vacation. I explained who I was, my background for some orientation. I simply said thank you and hoped he would understand. I was so happy he did not leave this life without me telling him I was really grateful for all the pain and suffering I’ve experienced in life. It’s a brand new moment! Each moment. He asked me how I was and I said great mentally and spiritually, and in which all else fades away- the physical.
That is the end of my story about the agony of being Effect when all I had to do was shift the viewpoint😂
I hope you understand, dear reader.
If you or someone you know has Scoliosis or feels the effect of life, then please have them read this post and make a comment.